Wishful Thinking

Have you ever missed someone so much it hurts? A pain stronger and deeper than one you ever imagined possible? It starts off as every little thing that happens you just wish you could tell them about it. See their face while they imagine it happening. But later it becomes wishing they could experience those little things that make your days worth living all on their own. Just one last time. And maybe it would make them want to stay, instead of leaving. Maybe if you had one chance, you could show them that life isn't always as bad as it seems. But then reality hits you like a punch in the gut and you know that none of that is possible. All the wishful thinking in the world couldn't give you that opportunity.