I'm Strong On The Surface, Not All The Way Through

Today, I am an emotional mess. Granted I've had a pretty shitty day, but still. I like, can not stop crying and it's a little ridiculous. All because I really miss my fucking boyfriend, and he spent the one day I would have been able to see him with his best friend instead of me. And now it's probably gonna be yet another week before I get to see him again. So I've been sitting around doing absolutely nothing all day, except crying cause I'm a mess. Why am I so emotional today?? I hate being a woman. So many hormones making me go crazy. I wish I was a guy, shit would be so much simpler.