Saturday, March 30, 2013

I Live To Let You Shine

I'm in love with this. Not just the video, but the song. Reminds me of the way I am, always doing things for other people, especially the ones I love. 
"If you'll be my star 
I'll be your sky You can hide underneath me and come out at night When I turn jet black And you show off your light I live to let you shine I live to let you shine 

But you can skyrocket away from me And never come back if you find another galaxy Far from here with more room to fly Just leave me your stardust to remember you by 


If you'll be my boat I'll be your sea A depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity Ebbing and flowing And pushed by a breeze I live to make you free I live to make you free 


But you can set sail to the west if you want to And pass the horizon, 'til I can't even see you Far from here Where the beaches are wide Just leave me your wake to remember you by
"

Thursday, March 28, 2013

I'm Strong On The Surface, Not All The Way Through

Today, I am an emotional mess. Granted I've had a pretty shitty day, but still. I like, can not stop crying and it's a little ridiculous. All because I really miss my fucking boyfriend, and he spent the one day I would have been able to see him with his best friend instead of me. And now it's probably gonna be yet another week before I get to see him again. So I've been sitting around doing absolutely nothing all day, except crying cause I'm a mess. Why am I so emotional today?? I hate being a woman. So many hormones making me go crazy. I wish I was a guy, shit would be so much simpler.